The golden deer

Far away, my child
In the distant wild
There is a deer
Golden , beautiful
But within a glimpse, dissapear
People claim they have seen it
But no one can prove
No one can tell
What it is
How it looks
But there it is
In the distant jungle
Hidden , waiting for you !
That you will catch him
Bring him
And be the master of him
And motivated was I
To catch thy
The golden smeared deer
The divine the angelic legend
So I Started my voyage to find the mirage
And with golden beauty in eyes
And a hope to make it my
Left I
Tried hard and hard and hard
No clue no card
Stories , legends ending never
But none eyes did savour
Many saw the golden appearing
Many saw the golden dissapearing
One claimed to see it's tail
But no one could a full sight avail
Doubts crept
Anxiousness leapt
Did it really exist
For the aim i persist
And in the journey no one seemed to assist
All legends just a hoax list
And thought I
What was I admist
But for he guided me no , the deer exist
And I couldn't loose the hope admist
I continued my voyage
Trying hard
Eyes open
Only in the search
That no I won't tame you
I won't catch you
But atleast show me you are there
Prove me waste are not the efforts I bear
But the golden seemed more to be an angel to me now
For, nothing was there
Furious was I
Anxious was I
On the one who told me
Far away my child
In the distant wild
There resides a dear
Where is it ?
Have you ever seen it ?
How could you be so selfish
How could you be self centered
How could you just let me go
In a wild
Nothing is here
I have tried my best
To find the dear deer
Golden smeared
In fury I started to march away
I walked astray
Hopeless , thoughtless vision less
I felt weak , I felt angry , I was distressed
Retreating was I
No hope lied thy
With a hint of cry
And a big sigh
I walked away , I walked away
And on my back home
A very beautiful valley caught my attention
Mesmerized I was with the beauty
For a moment I thought
Just keep aside the duty
And let's just do nothing
Sit there
And not think anything
And let the worries just fade away
This deer is no where !
It was all a hoax
To misguide me
To fool me
To betray me
Many questions I had
But the valley called and I just sat
Closed my eyes
And wandered off
And moments later
The most golden the brightest
The most beautiful
Enchanted with divine beauty
The angelic deer
Stood in front of me
Calling me to be with him
Play with him
Run with him
And hug him
And I stood there admiring the aura
No words
No thought I had
Who did what who said what
Speechless
Thoughtless
Neither I moved nor he did
And then it dissapeared
I wasn't sad
I still felt it to be there
And I don't know how
With a sudden click
My eyes flicked
Was I asleep
But the deer was there
I saw it clean and clear
And somehow I felt happy now
I was not hopeless
I saw the deer
The golden smeared
Realized I
Though hard I try
Hard I try
But I reached the distant
The distant distant
Was always so near
The deer was always near
The deer was always here ! 🙈

The ocean !

Many have seen me flow, 

Many have lost in my joyous movements 

And to many others have i gifted those moments of ecstacy 

When before them laid i and i 

Giving them moments of serenity and joy 

Yes i am selfish for all my life i have always taken 

Taken thou sorrows , thou worries 

But the more i take , the more you surrender 

More do I pacify , more i take away your wry 

And try to put a smile on your lovely face 

In times when no one sits along , i am there to embrace , 

All of you have only seen me ,

But none has ever observed me, 

I have spent all my life giving and giving

Helping and helping

Submerging the sorrows of others 

Pacifying pacifying pacifying 

In my way , in my womb 

Are the hard rocks , hard , untamed 

I have the power to destroy , to tame 

But never i let my pride overtake me 

For if i let them rule me 

I would lead to catastrophe 

And hence i always remain calm

Always submissive 

Always trying to bring about perseverance 

Like a divine power from heavens 

And like a servant to this nature ,

I hence slowly wash off the feets of this vast land 

Those self proud self obsessed rocks 

Always cooling them down , 

So for a day would come when they observe me 

Understand me 

Understand my submission towards them 

And that day i want nothing more than some respect 

For all these years what i have done 

Is to cool them , wash them and pacify them 

Rocks are hard and difficult

But they would get it one day 

More concerned i am is about the notorious sun 

The ever bright , the ever shing , the mighty powerful 

Sometimes i wonder , 

I am also a thing to wonder, 

But whenever someone comes closer to me , 

And seek perseverance and serenity 

They sit along me 

I keep requesting them , 

Touching their feets to listen to me 

But the bright light with its charm 

Takes away the whole swarm 

And no one sees me 

All just keep looking to the beauty of the rise and fall of the shining 

But no one acknowledges my presence

I who will remain forever , will always be your side 

With whom you play and dance , 

You forget me building with that white light, the romance 

And I still keep flowing to get thou again , 

To get some respect 

Get some recognition 

But alas! I lose it always 

When the bright comes to the surface 

And at last i let it all go 

And just flow and flow and flow 

I could be violent, show my powers 

And make you all submissive to me 

But why bring that catastrophe 

For i love to be serene and spread and serenity 

And hence i keep flowing flowing flowing 

And hence i keep pacifying pacifying pacifying 

And spreading the love bringing the smile on your face

A smile that is worth infinite submissions 

This is my job 

To make everyone happy 

To never get greedy 

Just keep doing my work , just keep spreading peace 

Neither do i want nor do i expect 

But a flame of a hope burns within me 

That a day would come 

When someone understands my emotion 

And acknowledge Emotions of a never ending , ever  pacifying OCEAN !

Fear and passion

Every human ever born,
In anything he ever did , ever does or ever will
Would always face the most confusing confusion
Whether to subdue to fear or walk the path of passion
Everything , anything, any course of action
Would trickle down to this decision
Where a great choice has to be made ,
Subdue to fear or walk the path of passion
The first and the acclaimed , the powerful , the mighty is the fear
A world surrounded by dark hopeless sphere
This realm being guided by the general accepted
And going by the book, tried and tested
A world how mundane it might be
But a world that this society's all powerful eyes are empowered to see
The colors of life are no where to be found
The whole sphere of this realm resonates with monotonous humdrum sounds
And this arena with all its dark glory
Still stands firm , victorious , an ending choice to many stories
And in a small corner , brutally overpowered by the fear
But still flying , always fighting in this dark atmosphere,
Is the colorful , enticing , passion
Fighting the mighty old society to imbibe some innovation
Like a Robert frost's road not taken
This choice is forever forsaken
A choice which dares to be different
A choice which dares you to dazzle
A choice which is is not eminent
A choice which challenges you to battle
But a choice that follows your heart
And make you , from everyone , stand apart
And be the prodigy that this world is in always want of
A prodigy which, by this world of fear, is dwarfed
At the end it all comes to making the greatest choice
Whether to crawl on the boring barren land , or to tread the difficult but playful muddy moist
And bring attention to the most foremost sanction
To subdue to the mighty fear , or tread the path of colorful passion