The golden deer

Far away, my child
In the distant wild
There is a deer
Golden , beautiful
But within a glimpse, dissapear
People claim they have seen it
But no one can prove
No one can tell
What it is
How it looks
But there it is
In the distant jungle
Hidden , waiting for you !
That you will catch him
Bring him
And be the master of him
And motivated was I
To catch thy
The golden smeared deer
The divine the angelic legend
So I Started my voyage to find the mirage
And with golden beauty in eyes
And a hope to make it my
Left I
Tried hard and hard and hard
No clue no card
Stories , legends ending never
But none eyes did savour
Many saw the golden appearing
Many saw the golden dissapearing
One claimed to see it's tail
But no one could a full sight avail
Doubts crept
Anxiousness leapt
Did it really exist
For the aim i persist
And in the journey no one seemed to assist
All legends just a hoax list
And thought I
What was I admist
But for he guided me no , the deer exist
And I couldn't loose the hope admist
I continued my voyage
Trying hard
Eyes open
Only in the search
That no I won't tame you
I won't catch you
But atleast show me you are there
Prove me waste are not the efforts I bear
But the golden seemed more to be an angel to me now
For, nothing was there
Furious was I
Anxious was I
On the one who told me
Far away my child
In the distant wild
There resides a dear
Where is it ?
Have you ever seen it ?
How could you be so selfish
How could you be self centered
How could you just let me go
In a wild
Nothing is here
I have tried my best
To find the dear deer
Golden smeared
In fury I started to march away
I walked astray
Hopeless , thoughtless vision less
I felt weak , I felt angry , I was distressed
Retreating was I
No hope lied thy
With a hint of cry
And a big sigh
I walked away , I walked away
And on my back home
A very beautiful valley caught my attention
Mesmerized I was with the beauty
For a moment I thought
Just keep aside the duty
And let's just do nothing
Sit there
And not think anything
And let the worries just fade away
This deer is no where !
It was all a hoax
To misguide me
To fool me
To betray me
Many questions I had
But the valley called and I just sat
Closed my eyes
And wandered off
And moments later
The most golden the brightest
The most beautiful
Enchanted with divine beauty
The angelic deer
Stood in front of me
Calling me to be with him
Play with him
Run with him
And hug him
And I stood there admiring the aura
No words
No thought I had
Who did what who said what
Speechless
Thoughtless
Neither I moved nor he did
And then it dissapeared
I wasn't sad
I still felt it to be there
And I don't know how
With a sudden click
My eyes flicked
Was I asleep
But the deer was there
I saw it clean and clear
And somehow I felt happy now
I was not hopeless
I saw the deer
The golden smeared
Realized I
Though hard I try
Hard I try
But I reached the distant
The distant distant
Was always so near
The deer was always near
The deer was always here ! 🙈

The ocean !

Many have seen me flow, 

Many have lost in my joyous movements 

And to many others have i gifted those moments of ecstacy 

When before them laid i and i 

Giving them moments of serenity and joy 

Yes i am selfish for all my life i have always taken 

Taken thou sorrows , thou worries 

But the more i take , the more you surrender 

More do I pacify , more i take away your wry 

And try to put a smile on your lovely face 

In times when no one sits along , i am there to embrace , 

All of you have only seen me ,

But none has ever observed me, 

I have spent all my life giving and giving

Helping and helping

Submerging the sorrows of others 

Pacifying pacifying pacifying 

In my way , in my womb 

Are the hard rocks , hard , untamed 

I have the power to destroy , to tame 

But never i let my pride overtake me 

For if i let them rule me 

I would lead to catastrophe 

And hence i always remain calm

Always submissive 

Always trying to bring about perseverance 

Like a divine power from heavens 

And like a servant to this nature ,

I hence slowly wash off the feets of this vast land 

Those self proud self obsessed rocks 

Always cooling them down , 

So for a day would come when they observe me 

Understand me 

Understand my submission towards them 

And that day i want nothing more than some respect 

For all these years what i have done 

Is to cool them , wash them and pacify them 

Rocks are hard and difficult

But they would get it one day 

More concerned i am is about the notorious sun 

The ever bright , the ever shing , the mighty powerful 

Sometimes i wonder , 

I am also a thing to wonder, 

But whenever someone comes closer to me , 

And seek perseverance and serenity 

They sit along me 

I keep requesting them , 

Touching their feets to listen to me 

But the bright light with its charm 

Takes away the whole swarm 

And no one sees me 

All just keep looking to the beauty of the rise and fall of the shining 

But no one acknowledges my presence

I who will remain forever , will always be your side 

With whom you play and dance , 

You forget me building with that white light, the romance 

And I still keep flowing to get thou again , 

To get some respect 

Get some recognition 

But alas! I lose it always 

When the bright comes to the surface 

And at last i let it all go 

And just flow and flow and flow 

I could be violent, show my powers 

And make you all submissive to me 

But why bring that catastrophe 

For i love to be serene and spread and serenity 

And hence i keep flowing flowing flowing 

And hence i keep pacifying pacifying pacifying 

And spreading the love bringing the smile on your face

A smile that is worth infinite submissions 

This is my job 

To make everyone happy 

To never get greedy 

Just keep doing my work , just keep spreading peace 

Neither do i want nor do i expect 

But a flame of a hope burns within me 

That a day would come 

When someone understands my emotion 

And acknowledge Emotions of a never ending , ever  pacifying OCEAN !

Fear and passion

Every human ever born,
In anything he ever did , ever does or ever will
Would always face the most confusing confusion
Whether to subdue to fear or walk the path of passion
Everything , anything, any course of action
Would trickle down to this decision
Where a great choice has to be made ,
Subdue to fear or walk the path of passion
The first and the acclaimed , the powerful , the mighty is the fear
A world surrounded by dark hopeless sphere
This realm being guided by the general accepted
And going by the book, tried and tested
A world how mundane it might be
But a world that this society's all powerful eyes are empowered to see
The colors of life are no where to be found
The whole sphere of this realm resonates with monotonous humdrum sounds
And this arena with all its dark glory
Still stands firm , victorious , an ending choice to many stories
And in a small corner , brutally overpowered by the fear
But still flying , always fighting in this dark atmosphere,
Is the colorful , enticing , passion
Fighting the mighty old society to imbibe some innovation
Like a Robert frost's road not taken
This choice is forever forsaken
A choice which dares to be different
A choice which dares you to dazzle
A choice which is is not eminent
A choice which challenges you to battle
But a choice that follows your heart
And make you , from everyone , stand apart
And be the prodigy that this world is in always want of
A prodigy which, by this world of fear, is dwarfed
At the end it all comes to making the greatest choice
Whether to crawl on the boring barren land , or to tread the difficult but playful muddy moist
And bring attention to the most foremost sanction
To subdue to the mighty fear , or tread the path of colorful passion

Captivated

In the glorious chambers of the largest empire
Resided an emporer, that the whole empire admired with a satire
His highness was the most assertive, notorious, and puissant monarch
His fury would aggravate to any hurdles arising in orders he embarked
And the empire , powerless , helpless, to the ire of his highness
Silently obeyed and satiracally admired to avoid any menace
Fore, there was one fellow who was valiant , insane enough to say methinks
Emporer calmly replied
Think is my thing, your think, will bring to this empire ,jinx
And slashed the next day the fellow was found
And hence all others in the empire thereafter subsist with fake smiles and no sound
But in this huge empire with no one with no desire
Where all desires were pumped out by the emporer through a wire
And where all colors have seem to fade avaunt
There was one who reverbrated like a melidous song
In the vast desert of darkness and gloom
As an illumination it bloomed
And where others revolved as gears, black and grey
The one , the only , dazzled in million color array
The greedy , envious , malicious, desirous his highness couldn't fathom the uniqueness
Cause he knew , a day would come , where his siege could jeopardize due to unique's sweetness
And the cruel, ruthless, barbarian overlord
Chained and imprisoned the the ever colorful, ever smiling , ever dancing , unique bod
Punished by lashes , reprimanded on burning fire
For the crime to be fain in reign of the puissant overlord
Every effort was made bring the grey out of coloured attire
But even after million assay
To turn the smile away
The unique one was still fain enough, glee enough to reverbrate the symphony
Which was hazardous to the emporer's tyranny
And the tyrant overlord couldnt end this symphony
Since he knew , it would bring mutiny and death will meet the empire's destiny
The bewildered emperor , envious more, hence called for the unique one
Hammered with venegance , but still shining with the brightest light, the one was summoned
So the inquizite yet envious more, emperor asked -
"When i have rained all the ruthlessness upon thou
When with all my might i have attacked all thy colors
With chains all around and no happiness to conjure
When the greatest endurers break down
With dawning of sufferings which would scare death avaunt
How , tell me how , that fain smile thy lips allow ? "
With tears in his highness's eyes , tears of no sorrow , tears of helplessness
Tears of helplessness to the one's uniquesness
And The one , stood there , for once losing his smile to his highness helplessness
And with a sound that was firm , a sound that was composed he answered gently -
"HIS HIGHNESS ! Take my greetings and warm wishes.
For thou ask , i take the audacity to widen the small and non existent niche
I dare to mock at thy eximious foolishness
Which elevates your sorrow, anxiety and helplessness"
The crown frowned but the one continued
"Thou and i are not very diverse
Just we are true opposites in this large universe
With your logical aggression
And your dominant assertion
The empire though with gloom
Silently accepts its doom
Your majesty , i am very apologetic to comment further
That you are the greatest mechanical engineer
For from the talents and colors immense Thou turned thy empire into grey gears working 24*7 , no knowledge of any tense
And painting the whole scenery in shades of grey
Thy followers have been blinded by remorse , devoid of any ray(of light)
The only hope they have
The only happiness they imbibe
The only light they possess
Is through the visions i make them witness
That i see through my endavour
To the places i savour
Aye ! Your majesty ! Aye !
I travel when you are asleep
I break the chains and all the boundations
And float like a feather
In this beautiful world
And show you visions which you name dreams
The only moments when you are carefree and easy thy life seems
You can punish me more , you can take your revenge
But hurting me , means hurting yourself
Hurting your empire
Hurting your existence
Hurting everything thou love
Reprimanding will cause no harm to me
For i am not what you see
I am talent, i am color, i am the light
The illumination , the brightest sight
Thou cant tame me, thou cant chain me
Your majesty will benefit only if thou set me free
For then , i can take you to the worlds you have never seen,
And make you dicover talent endavours that u have never been
Invoke passion , sensation what seems to have eroded
And bring light to this empire which was till now blindfolded
Let your empire dazzle in true colors of uniqueness
And then witness how on you descends the wide array of happiness
Just for a part of day set me free
For your entire empire i will bring hopes and glee
And bless you with the immense light
Pleasures of which still keeps off your sight "
The emporer was hypnotized , he couldn't actualize , materialze
His eyes couldnt get off the bright halo that surrounded the one
His ears couldnt get off the pleasures of things they learnt
With his hands clasped and knees down
And head on the one's foot
Eyes melting with tears of despair
Tears of joy
Tears of regret
Tears that didnt need his let
And he couldnt look up the one in the eye
For the light of illumination overpowered the overlord's ego , assertion and aggression
His speech was bloated by remorse , grief and guilt
And in presence of the light, he realized what a demon of himself he has built
Ensorcelled, by the majesty of the one ,
He laid there , saying words none
But the one picked up the dilapidated emporer
And said again calmly
"U are not foolish my son
But you made a mistake by overpowering yourself to be the only one
Value the talents , value the colors
And identify the spurt of excellence which in every part of your empire shimmers
And i will fix your rendevouz with the bright light
And illuninate you by its might "
And now in the chambers of the largest empire
Resides an emperor that everyone truly admires

References :
EMPEROR - THE MIND
EMPIRE - THE BODY
THE ONE - THE SOUL

Hell to heaven

I was walking a lonely road
A road that had no one aboard
A road that was all grey in its gloom
As if wrying on its doom
And i walked lost without any hope
Legs resisted , body being pulled by an invisible rope
And with all gray in that wide array
I just desired it or I to run away, run away
And when there was no sight of any respite
I saw shining a bright light
A light which came from another world
To enlighten , to brighten my world
It came from behind the tree
A light that was heavenly, that was free
It was as if someone has ensorcelled my senses
Not necessary to blink for i cant allow anything to block my lenses
And i stood there , stupified, mesmerized , hypnotized by this manifestation
Each ray of light , touching my soul , adding to my delectation
Each ray of light , constructing a new bridge of hope
And making me more obdurate to resist the pull of invisible rope
No ordinary light it was , casted straight from heaven
Singing silently the melodious symphonies of beethoven
And lost i was enjoying my dope
Listening to the melodious silence of rays of hope
Like a disciple admiring the beauty of the omnipotent
My face exclaimed the euphoria which was somewhere latent
The ecstacy which was otherwise snatched by grey
Was showered upon me by these godly ray
And nothing more i demand , nothing more can add to my satisfaction
For while living in inferno , i have seen my heaven

The mighty unknown !

I walk a lonely road
The only one that i have ever known
And I frame where it goes
That all need to walk alone , walk alone
And no one can escape
The road that i have made
All need to travel
No matter how hard may be the gravel
My ways are not straight
Twisty turvy turns always await
Simple is not a word i reckon
Enticing for me is a perpetual warning by beacon
Artist i am , scenery i create
My road is my scenery , my road is other's fate
So careful i must be when i design scenery
Why make it so much glee with greenery
And hence i add to my road the colors of grief
To my lonely road , i want to plant an adventure leaf
As i say simple i dont reckon
Metamorphism my road will have in seconds
And with topsy turvy turns i would so much divert
That in a jiffy person lands from canopies to desert
People would love me , people would hate me
People would hail me , people will condemn me
But i will keep walking on my lonely road
Which is the one i have ever know
And i frame where it goes
That all people will always have to walk alone
Through the journey of my fellow mates
I would hate to listen that voyage was so straight
Addition hence i want to make to their fate
Experiences which may be sour , experiences which may be great
And on every corner of the road i create
A challenge would await
For the experience process to initiate .
My challenges are not a child's play
Many fragile hearts have jumped off the difficult way
But walk on my lonely insane road with valour
For once try to just let go and become a sailor
And through out your journey
Your souls would drop
Your souls would soar
But at last by pride u can roar
That you have walked this lonely road
Which you have never known
Framed by me , the time
The mighty, ominous time

Peace on war

They told us to load the guns
To invoke hatred , violence with each dawning sun
To beseech for the war so glorious
Combatting for peace by a war so ferocious

Slaughtered massacre they want
Connection of red with brown they long
Suppressing the noise by strangling the throats
They believe with every drop of blood , tranquility floats

With the intentions of brutus
And the power of hercules
They crave for a crusade
To fulfil desires for peace

They say ,
Throttle the heads
Silence will prevail
No head to speak
Peace would trail

Win they want over peace
Fight for it they must they forsee

But question I thou
Peace you preach
But by war how ?

The biggest irony my ears have caught
Where for peace wars are fought ?
In the name of god and in the name of tranquility
Laying down hundreds of life without pity

Serenity thy fantasy
But Silence thy destiny
Silence uproared by bloistrous noises
Noise blackened by your sin's voices

U may strangle now
Supress, crumble and claim glory now
But soon cometh the hour you will regret
When deeds of your past you can't forget

Bedore waging the epic war,
Just for one moment drop all weapons
Weapons possessed by you
And weapon that possesses you
Former being menial
Latter being the devil's avenue
And sit back and relax
Ponder , why you need an axe
Peace you demand , war you preach
Paradox to me , it completely seems
Peace is the serenity filled with beauty
War is a massacre possessed by blood and mutiny
Peace is a sweet melody sung by the god himself
War is a curse spelt by the devil himself

Invoke calmness within and see the spellworking
Peace would crept up omniously from within
All your weapons i say are futile
Wasting you were , your time , all the while
Mates ! Peace cannot be won ! Peace cant be chained !
Peace can only be achieved by boarding the introspection train

For what you preach
U want no war on peace
Only focus what you admire for
And with great ardor declare Peace On War

And finally with the weapon aside
Peace would come alive
Ecstacy would spread by
Among you and family thy
And the mighty peace then shall prevail forever
Forever , forever and forever !

Credits for theme : sanjana jain