RISE OF THE FALLEN ..

Today i went for an ultrasound

Worried i was a girl would be found 

I was tensed, anxious 

Presence of babygirl in my womb would be obnoxious 

I cried whole night 

Thinking how would i fight 

And i entered doctors cabin 

Thinking my 2 months bearing woulg go vain 

Terrified , bewildered i laid on the bed 

All my face with fear ,red

And the machine started 

Starting was that to get reprimanded 

And the machine ran through my womb 

And this was the moment of doom

The doctor said it was a girl 

And fierce discussion amplified like whirl 

Aggrevated i was 

Unable i was to speak my cause 

And then the words came like a bomb 

From head to toe i was numb 

They said , this child has to be killed 

Part of me was to be drilled 

I stood there, dumb lost my composure 

I was stuck there in same posture but i said nothing , nothing and nothing 

I remained dumb even after knowing what was coming 

And next an injection went into my vein 

To relieve me of my physical pain 

But who , i ask who , would cure the mental trauma 

My life cut short from a wide panaroma 

I woke up after an hour 

My eyes like a heavy jar 

not ready to open 

They were burning like fresh oven 

And i dont know from where a voice came 

Would u let others face the same 

And with a jerk i stood 

Filled with courage and valour like a strong wood 

I ran like a mad dog 

To lift the shade from this misty fog 

And what a kind officer she was 

She repented with me for my loss 

And she pledged to speak for me 

For a dead ceaser she stood like antony 

And without a flicker of guilt 

I started my mission by clearing the family filth 

And now its my life 

To relieve aggrevieted mothers of their strife

Girls are not a burden 

Nor succombed to get a death so cruel and sudden 

Its a crime beyond any wildest dream 

Against which its our duty to scream 

So lets join hands and say 

You murderers , we warn u , run away , run away 

My best friend

My journey started with u 

U being there in those few 

Crawling our life forward togethr 

We were not friends , but brothers 

We played we laughed 

In each other's heart a niche we carved

I still remember those games of wall touch 

 And vikram betal games which we enjoyed so much 

And slowly we grew 

And time flew 

Our bonding grew strong and strong

And this journey continued long 

Trips we can never forget 

Moments we can never reset     

soft impression of your hand     

Have been stranded in my hand

Though u may go 

And tally marks of our meetings may go low 

But our friendship is an endless road 

I thank god for the friend he bestowed

And now u go to live ur all and one dream 

To discover the discovery beam 

And i wish u happy and auspicious life

Live ur life king size

Become the greatest scientist 

Come as a knight in this hazy mist 

And i am sure u would succeed

Cause u r a unique bead

And at last with all my will and heart 

I say goodluck to my sweetheart 

the mighty fear !!

I see those hands

Hands standing like fangs

Eager to engulf me

And drown me in the endless sea

he looks in no mood to negotiate

And anxious to make me a bait

He scares me horrifies me

And stings me continuously like bee

Yes I feel it , I m getting scared

And my will so scared to dare

I can feel its pressure

Trying to keep me away from my pleasure

And while all this happen

I dwell in confusion

Should I fight the mighty

Or surrender before the deity

The force so strong

I cant hold it for long

I m between the devil and deep blue sea

An inch away to become free

It’s the time however

Its now or never

It’s a battle between me and my fear

Fangs of fear too difficult to bear

But no I cant give in

I  am not a trash in dustbin

I have to break the pseudopodia

And leave behind my phobia

I would be stopped humiliated for once

But no, the task has to be done

For ultimate happiness lies on the other side

When all my fears I keep aside , when all the fears I keep aside