Lost and found !

Part of my life i have lost
Part of life i retrieved
The former being abode of ennui
And the other being so sweet

On a road i was
Glitter , happiness , Forgery , it embossed
Surrounded by light everywhere
Pseudo euphoria engulfed where ever i stared
How happy i was !
How happy was i ?
Even after having everything for what i did wry
Why would the inner happiness just come by
My face engraved with hoax smile
But behind my smile laid agony , wet ,  weary , boredom files
In this road of Stardom
My journey began for boredom
Fully engaged into something
Devil it was in garb of blessing
And the bright lights on the road
Kept me in an illusion of my entrepot
To happiness , to satisfaction
Which devil's quagmire didnt possess by fraction

And when i thought the road would not end
And from quagmire i wont be able to amend
The road took a beautiful diversion
And confronted me with my passion
Walking and walking and walking
Just walking and no talking
Where the illuminated road filled with joy was an ennui
This dark diversion packed with uncanny surprises became the new fantasy
And with every uncanny turn
My heartbeat would sojourn
For the insane beauty would uprise
And would take a comfortable seat in my mind's premise
Nothing to do , just walk
Nothing to think , just admire the walk
And this is when the satisfaction engulfs
And the enigma of true happiness unfolds
And the peace pulps

But at last this this diversion ended
And the devil again laid open handed
To greet me , to hug me
To again drag me
From where i had escaped miraculously
But this time strong and firm was I
Empowered by satisfaction and joy
And the force being with me
Successful was I
In saying the devil goodbye

And finally part of me was lost
Part of my life i retrieved
The former being abode of ennui
The other being so sweet